often enough lately…
My poop has begun to smell very fierce. Something in my insides has changed. There might be a ghost in me. My bowels smell like death and I am very scarred. How can I make my bowels smell better? this is awful. please help……
extra hott coffeee now..
the days have grown longer, still not losing hope..
all the neighborhood dogs bark and it makes me feel like i am going crazy…
every corner i turn i feel like im going to see you running toward me with your little sideways run..
i miss you like crazy vida girl.
pleeeassseee get out of heat and come home. </3
2/2
hi baby gage, you cant read this yet, well not for a while.
but i love you and youre right next to me just cracking up. its so cute.
youre the best thing ever and i love spending my days filled with smiles and laughs and even your cries.
i was thinking about the morning before i had you, how much my life was going to change in a matter of hours. and how youre 5 months and change has already happened.
yesterday i started singing “you are my sunshine” to you, and you really are my sunshine.
i love you my darling son.
<3
